i leave the land of wa in two months. about. i'm still trying to deal with that. i haven't written anything in a while. i'm terrible at updating. forget what i'm updating for. i'm all confused with thoughts and anxiety that are really quite めんだくさい. i would rather i was not going to be extreme busy every weekend onward. i'm tired. i just wanna be done. of everything here. i'm just done. just wanna rest for like two weeks. hibernate. go somewhere warm. winter does make me like this. but i have no motivation and the day at school drains me. so where is the energy gonna come from? maybe i'm low in iron. it could explain the nosebleeds. and a lack of platelets could be causing me to be lethargic and stuff. says peter. it's possible.
*sigh*
yay.
